Homesick

Aku bukanlah orang yang boleh duduk asrama. Bukti? Dah pernah keluar SBP dah pun sebelum ni. Haha. So masa mula mula dapat offer dari UM untuk buat asasi, aku agak reluctant. For the first time, I've to really be apart from my family. Mampu ke aku?

Masa mula mula register, aku tabahkan diri. And surprisingly, I didn't feel sad or anything. I was just very eager to finish up MHS and start studying. Grrr. Haha. Tapi habis je aktiviti, malam tu mula terasa sedikit terkilan pabila berjauhan dengan parents ecehhh. Tapi dalam 5 minit camtu je sebab badan terlalu letih, terus tertido. Haha.

And Alhamdulillah, I managed to went through MHS without any hitch at all. Parents sampai bengang aku tak call dorang, lol. Dorang yang call aku selalu tanya khabar. Haha. Habis je MHS Jumaat malam tu, aku terus balik rumah. It sure was awesome to be home after a hard week. Pheww.

Seingat aku, ada sekali je aku tak balik weekend sepanjang dekat UM. Haha. Serius. Tapi tu pun aku menyesal sebab tak balik. Baru aku perasan, balik rumah weekend was somehow, a little getaway for me. A way for my body and mind to get refreshed after a hard week studying, facing tough experiments, tests, lectures and tutorials.

Aku ingat, setiap Jumaat after kelas habis pukul 12, aku cepat cepat balik kolej and pack barang. Kalau semangat, aku even bawak beg barang pergi kelas, habis je kelas, terus pergi LRT Universiti. Tapi jarang la, aku biasanya akan solat Jumaat dulu dekat Masjid Ar-Rahman. Felt awesome to be on the LRT, having a gaze on the city of Kuala Lumpur.

Ingat lagi, I super dreaded Jatidiri classes on Saturdays, sebab tak boleh balik hari Jumaat, kena balik Sabtu tengah hari. Bila fikir balik, macam cacat pun ada. Haha. Tapi ni semua time Semester 1. Semester 2, aku yang kadang kadang malas nak balik, tapi sebab malas nak basuh baju dekat kolej, *Malas nak cari duit syiling 2 ringgit :P* aku balik la jugak. Haha.

All in all, I believed that, going home every weekend, somehow helped me to perform during PASUM. Haha. Cam tah pape kan? Tapi aku rasa memang, sebab setiap kali balik rumah, dah relaks gila gila, I feel refreshed and ready to go. Haha. Compare dengan that one week aku tak balik, rasa cam tak best gila heading in to a new week. Tak bersemangat, nak belajar pun payah.

Hey, but that is just me.

Till then,
Ciao XD