Decisive

Okay, I know I gotta be decisive and quick. But I just can't decide whether I wanna go to the eduquest camp or not. But, after a serious (lol) confrontation with my family, I decided not to go the camp. I mean, what's the point of going if I don't even want to go to UTP.

It's better if I open up the path for other students who really want the Petronas scholarship and enroll in UTP. Petronas offered me chemical engineering. But I'm afraid that I can't withstand the pressure or when I'm taking the course for my degree, I just lost interest for it.

So, to me, it's better that I do my foundation in any IPTA, and look at what subjects that I have interest in most. Then, I think I'll be able to decide what course I'm gonna take. Besides, if suddenly I wanna go to UTP, I can go for it after my foundation.

There's a whole lot of scholarships for me to apply for my degree studies. Nowadays, most scholarships don't offer engineering which to me, is a bit disappointing. And they don't even open the offers to post SPM students. So I'm gonna apply for scholarships next year.

There is a lot more opportunities for me out there. So I've to persevere and work hard, score a good pointer during my foundation studies and try to get a scholarship to further my degree studies. InsyaAllah. ;)

Till then,
Ciao XD