Moving On..

life is difficult isn't it?
you have to strive, struggle
for your own sake
it is very hard
to continue with life
as you get older
the elder would want us
to be more mature
understanding, serious
work hard on studies
do things that are good
weeks ago, after quitting ASiS
i thought that everything
would not be as it used to be
but i stand corrected
everything was back to normal
i am loving every
moment of my life right
trying to enjoy school :P
try to make everything
better and better
try to work hard
for the sake of SPM
and my parents, they expect
the best from me
i want to pay them back
by bringing home the
sweetest success of all time
sometimes, i felt
so distressed and worried
about examinations
afraid that i could not score
get the best grades available
complicated our life is
but i am never ever
giving up and let it be
i want to strive
for the best in my life
i want to make everybody proud
of myself
and i want to be
the best in every aspect
i want to prove to all
that even i am out of
boarding school
i can do better than them
i can be the best
i know i could :D
but not now
still not capable of studying
after a hard year last year
it seems really nice
to not study
and just let it go
with the flow
but if i go with the flow
i might fail exams :(
so i need to work hard
Insya-Allah

ciao