2 Months To Go

Well, it seems like it was yesterday that I first set sight on my lovely secondary school. Now, I am already in Form 5 and yes, in less than two months time, I am going to sit for the most crucial examination that will determine the rest of my life. Yes, I'm scared to death. Damn.

We already sat for the Trial examination. It was a relief to get through it. Now, one final block before eternal freedom. Wehooo. Yeah baby. This week, the results of the Trials will be unveiled. Another thing that I'm totally scared thinking about. Because using this particular result, we will be able to apply for anything. If it's good, it's fine. What if it turns out to be not the best and not what I wanted? I'm so nervous right now thinking bout tomorrow.

Whatever it is, I just gotta brace myself through it. Not like it's the end of the world. Keep thinking positive, that's what I need to do. As simple as it may sound, it's really difficult to be done. I just got to improve based on the result.

Thinking about studying, I decided to go all out (or not) for this SPM. Damn. I'm not like one of the smart kids that can study weeks before examinations. I'm just an ordinary student who has to work hard to achieve what I want. Alhamdulillah, Allah rewarded me with some great results to match my effort. I just gotta do more for this final obstacle. After that, I can enjoy my freedom as much as I wanted to.

Well, this is it. I just gotta hope for the best and pray to Allah that He will help me through all the obstacles in life. SPM, I'm coming! You better be prepared. (Y)

That's all.

49 DAYS TO GO, I CAN DO THIS ! :D

Till then,
Ciao XD